Normal....

Well I have decided that there are four words that I truly hate. Two are expletives one is a derogatory comment and the last is NORMAL. For many that is a great word, when you get results from that biopsy and your afraid that its the worst news and it turns out to be the best word. However in the case of a situation where you desperately want some answers as to why something happened and are hoping that its one thing and well its normal. I know this will be far worse if the baby comes back as normal as well especially under the circumstances because that means we will never have an answer as to why we lost our sweet baby and that thought is just painful. So on to some good news if there is any in this my body has returned to well "normal". They didn't have to do any scraping with the procedure so that is a blessing and hopefully bodes well for future pregnancies. We don't have to wait to ttc again. We got the all clear from the MFM to start trying as soon as I get a period. So that's it, one more bridged crossed on the road to finding a new normal....