Ahhh the joys of waiting

That is being said with the greatest of sarcasm. I decided to go back through my waiting blog to see what I had to say at this point in pregnancy and I am glad to say that it is very similar to what I am dealing with now so at least I know that things are similar enough that I shouldnt be freaked out. I still haven't decided about trying to get in sooner. I just go back and forth about wanting to see the baby now and waiting though I totally expect all is well. So its just now the wait game and decide which way I want to deal with it. Ah well 10 more days either way.

Sickies!

Not the m/s kind either. I have a sinus infection and am just bleck. Hopefully it will pass soon, I am miserable. Lots of congestion and plain ole run down. Other than that all is pregnancy normal. I keep battling with myself about waiting to the 20th but sure am trying its not that far away LOL less than two weeks now so I keep trying to hold out. We will see though if I manage to make it or go in sooner.

Hormones!

UGH is about all I can say. I am having a seriously grouchy day and that is probably putting it mildly. I am frustrated with everyone and just plain annoyed. So much so that I don't want anyone around me, kids, Craig, no one! Everyone has done everything possible to push my buttons and then don't have a clue why I am so mad. I swear! I know a lot of this is probably hormones as I usually have these type of swings in early pregnancy I just hate the lack of control with them and of course there is nothing I can do or that can be done but try to hold my breath and wait for it to pass. I have to work tomorrow night, maybe that will bode well since I will have a bit of time away. Deep breaths!

busy week

I have had a crazy week, worked two days that I wasn't scheduled for. Boy has is my body revolting by the end of the day, its not like when I started working and my feet were dying. Its my back and ribs that hurt now. It just starts to ache and hurt by the end of the day. Other than that things seem to be ok. I am having that early achey stretchy feeling and it actually is starting to get uncomfortable to sleep on my stomach which is shocking I never have problems this early with that. A bit crazy. Just counting down until my next appt 18 days to go. Prayerful for good news. God has been so good to us that I have nothing but calmness right now. I keep thinking about the words from the song Breath of Heaven the chorus is
Breath of heaven
Hold me together
Be forever near me
Breath of heaven
Breath of heaven
Light up my darkness
Pour over me your holiness
For you are holy
It gives me such peace.