anxiety

I have had a really good few days but as the day draws to an end and I know that my morning is starting with another follow up appt my anxiety is increasing. I am pretty frustrated by it but there isn't much I can do. I know its going to be hard again another lost milestone met with another start over appointment. The hurt wells up and I know its to be expected but it still doesn't make me feel any better. I preferred the healing and dulling sadness to this.