spotting again

Going to test but pretty sure that another month is down so here we go again. Spotting again so chances are that my period is going to start tomorrow. So they say only a 20% chance of success each month. Still frustrating. 4th cycle down. I know, I know average is 6 and a bit longer for being over the hill. Not sure what this cycle will hold and what I will do. I might just take a breather and see what happens.