Chemical pregnancy

Well it looks like I am having my first ever chemical pregnancy. I am definitely disappointed but there is good in it. At least I know I can get pregnant. I was just so excited and hopeful about having a Dec baby. So much excitment at that time of year, what a blessing it would have been. Here we go again I dont have a Jan baby so that would be cool too. I am going to keep concetrating on the positive and it truly is in God's time so on to the next month.