Little bit of frustration

UGH So last night I started cramping and having some spotting at only 9dpo. Talk about being frustrated. I thought seriously this early, even if I was pregnant it wouldnt have a chance to implant since that is again way to early to start. I upped the progesterone to 400 mgs and it stopped so hopefully if I am pregnant this gives me a chance. I am likely going to be much more hands on first tri when I am pg this time than I was with #8. I am not very happy about that. Oh well, what we are willing to go through for the end result. I would walk up hill both ways in the snow,barefoot.....:)