The Call

The call came today. Hope's remains are at the cemetery. We go Saturday to get them. I am just so sad all over again. I am working on finding someone to talk to, to help me deal with this. I am still waiting to ovulate and honestly that isn't helping either, its just an ugly circle. I am praying that I ovulate soon it feels like it adds to all of this. I just feel so lost and wish the pain wasn't so hard. I don't know how to get through this. I guess day to day but its so hard to wake up to the freshness every morning and feel it until sleep comes at night.