Blah blah grumble

Well it looks like AF is on her way. Negative test and spot was here this morning. I pretty much knew but still a bit bummed. Wouldnt it have been beautiful to get pregnant without even getting my first period? I think it would but well obviously God has his plan too:) So what is the real bummer about this besides not being pregnant? Craig and I are going away tonight, first night in over a year and I am on my period. So here we go again CD1