day 6

I got that reminder today of who is truly in control:) I am good with it and hey maybe that is a sign in itself. So requests for today... Praying that I ovulate by day 28 LOL 18 would be awesome and it was happening regularly when we were trying for Elliana so its not like it is totally out of the realm of expectations. Pray that I get pregnant this cycle. I have been feeling so let down lately and I know I shouldn't but it is so hard to when you start to want something so badly and each time the chance comes and goes without success, its devastating. I really would love twins this round but at this point I will take whatever.