two week wait

Should began tomorrow. I have to start my progesterone on Friday and then we will see see what happens. Good thing is it will be a nice busy most of the two week wait. Just have to pray that this is it. I am so done with the whole cycle. All I can do is keep praying. The last few days have been really uncomfortable uterine wise so I am hoping that, that is a good sign too. Waiting.... waiting.... waiting.....

Day 19

Got a positive OPK yesterday which was really exciting for me. I really wasn't sure it would happen now. So getting busy and we will see what happens. On a funny side note. Hubby has no clue I am ovulating, however he is totally wanting to bd. Joked about all the pheromones and how attracted to me he is. So we will see if this is it this month. I am sure hoping it is:) Two week wait is about to come in a few days.

Day 16

Really not a lot today. Still just waiting, body changes are happening so I am pretty sure I should ovulate in the next week. Clomid is definitely bringing ovulation on sooner and stronger. So the lp should be longer again, so just have to get the timing right. It feels like a good month LOL I have a couple friends who believe this is the month, and I don't think I noted earlier in my writings this cycle if I ovulate when I think I should then I will be do Christmas day, wouldnt that just be the neatest thing. Conceived on Easter and born on Christmas:) Of course that wouldn't likely be the case since I would have a section a couple weeks before but the thought just makes me smile. So praying for the next week to pass quickly, of course it will since I am getting ready for Easter here with all the family but still I really don't like the wait time and then the two weeks after that, thank goodness one will be taken up with having my sister here:)

Day 14

Ok yeah so Clomid is making me a bit pyscho this time. Its a first for sure. I am moody beyond belief and very short tempered. I am working on quelling it for what is worth and boy will I be glad to get through this cycle. I am sure praying that this cycle is it. I am not looking forward to doing another month of it so I really hope that this cycle is it and I can be past the garbage and maybe not such a grouch. Please please let O come soon LOL it has to ease the nasties too. I think about a week!

argh an explanation that needs to be given

I swear sometimes I wonder about my luck. I had this all written out once and now I have to do it again@@. Ok so I was reading my posts from the beginning and realized that I needed to address the subject of fertility drugs since I had posted intially about not using them yet I am on my second month of clomid. So I am now on cycle 4 since my cycles have returned the first two both had luetal phases of 8 days. Now if you don't know much about how things work here is the low down. The second half of a woman's cycle is considered normal if its between 10 and 14 days. Mine were 8. Now what does this mean you ask? It means that if sperm and egg met that with a LP of 8 days there would be little to no chance that it would implant and go on to be a succesful pregnancy. Now what does clomid do? Well clomid does several things it can help with ovulation, it can create stronger ovulation, it can bring ovulation earlier in the cycle and it can also help to increase a luetal phase. So I took it last cycle and this cycle as well as prometrium, its not time for that yet this cycle but with both of them my cycle length increased to 14 days or 13 but it was definitely much longer than the previous two. So that is why I am taking clomid right now to help increase my luetal phase to make the odds the best to allow for implantation and a sucessful pregnancy.